Lip, Ear.


1stly, from wat i know, these are the 2 most sensitive parts for women, when kissed by guys.
2ndly, i'm actually trying to imply that it's Leap Year, in my i-dont-think-anyone-can-understand-der-random way.
3rdly, it's my last paper of Year 1 in Singapore Polytechnic's Diploma in Business Information Technology course, and yaar i'm only trying to drag this shit, cos i'm pretty much dying of boredom, reading ppt slides.

My previous 29th February... 2008?
WOW time flies. Sec 2 back then, it was a leap-and-fall year for me instead.
For those who knew wat happened to me, keep it to uurself; for those who dont, keep away from those who know.
I'm only going to say that, this leap year is so much different from the previous.
In fact, every leap year allows me to see the different stages of life I've been thru in one day.

This year is my 5th one.
I'll start from my 1st one:
|1996 - 2 years old, still tender, yet to attend kindergarten. My grandpa was my favourite and most precious person back then, 2nd and 3rd from my grandma & mom. Nothing much happened.
|2000 - K2, one year after my grandpa passed on, the world became more and more complex for this 6 year old boy. Still, nothing much happened.
|2004 - Streaming for EM1/2/3 in Primary Four, studies were my priority. Nothing much happened too.
|2008 - Streaming again, this time in secondary schl. The year I picked up my wake up call. Alot of things happened, but I forgot wat happened on the 29th of Feb.
|2012 - Officially ending my Year One life with the last paper of the term, staying up at Spectrum in Singapore Poly, revising alone, with a few bunches of self-centred ppl as usual, talking loudly like free.

So, it's like 3:24am now, and I'm starting Topic 4/6 of my Social Media Marketing course slides.
After the paper at 9am, I'll be heading to Kallang, then to Shaw at Orchard to get movie tix, then Mustafa for shoes for work, then shld be time for movie, then jalan and jalan around orchard, and finally home sweet home, for my looooooong awaited sleep! :)

Wat. I'm not doing all these alone LA. hahahahahahahahahahas.
Well, hopefully I will have mood for this agenda later on.
WISH ME BEST OF LUCK PLOZ PPL!!! thnk uu :)
I guess I'll take a power nap if I do feel sleepy later on.
okay Happy Leap Year 2012!!!
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

First of all, happy belated birthday to myself.
Hahas, i know, i sound like some emo shit wishing himself happy birthday.
But this could possibly and hopefully be the only platform i could vent out watever i want,  possibly and hopefully not seen by anyone else, other than myself.

I shall decrease the font size, in case someone is patient enough to continue reading!!

So, ystd was my birthday.
For other ppl, birthdays are special, enjoyable and shld not be forgotten.
For ppl having their birthday, some are very excited, some panic cos of this tradition called "birthday bash".
The rest feels the same as me, it's just yet another day out of 365/366. Nothing big to me.
But the thing is, sometimes, uu have friends who takes uur birthday more seriously than uu uurself, and some will insist to either, hold a big/ small celebration in schl/outside, have a great feast with family/friends, or simply meet up with besties for some HTHT.
But for me, it's abit different. I'm fine with anything, just on one condition.
If uu want to celebrate my brithday for me, pls make sure uu got a plan, and it doesnt lose to the one we had for previous years.
Although i only had friends celebrating birthday for me from 2010.


I do appreciate my friends making out time to meet me for my birthday, although i wasnt the one who asked for that.
The thing is, not only do i not have mood ystd, i didnt want to even think about my birthday, for various reasons:
Less than 10 classmates turned up for class ystd.
1500 words least proposal to be submitted the next day, latest by friday.
Discussion for Proposal's details at 9pm, still outside at 8pm plus.
Photos for assignment not taken, presenting the next day.
Besties came, settling own things, although it might be important to them.
Nvr have my dinner before meeting them.
Nvr have my dinner after leaving them.
Had a tiff with mom.


But i decided to overlook all these, by pretending that ystd was only another normal day, no birthday, nothing.
That actually made me feel a little better inside. Just abit. But abit was actually all i needed sometimes, and at that point of time.


So, i decided to change each sentence to:
At least some of my classmates came, despite having only 1 module that is useful, the other is just for consultation.
Proposal is halfway done.
There was free wireles access outside.
I could get them from Google, wat my friends told me.
They still rmbs my birthday.
I had some food which my grandma insisted me on having before leaving her house.
She still rmbs my birthday, even bought me a cake..


Sounds much better, right?
I personally think so too. Hahas.
But the main reason for being moodless ystd is actually,
having a vast difference between this year and last year's celebration for me. i dont think i'm the only one who knows why.
I hope uu do.


Hence, i'd sincerely hope for this Valentine's to be a success, be it ForeverLove or ForeverFriends. or come to the worst, ForeverAline.
And one last thing before i end this post,
and that is to make one of the 3 wishes.
I wish,
for next year's birthday to be a
Happy one for me! :D
smiles :)))))))))))))))))))))

0kay, there shall not be titles for my posts anymore, unless neccessary.
juz spamming random things, updates bout my recent life and all, although i noe there're no real readers of this blog, but nvm! (;

           Trying to get on wif life, getting myself used to this new leash of life.
Mon tues fri lesson ends at evening, wed thurs ends at 3plus plus, reach home also sian alrdy.

               Plus, schl food mostly ex, oni fc 3,6 and koufu food rrr affordable, der rest, except Mac which der meals rrr sold at lower price than compared to market price, rrr all 4 or 5 dollars and above.
So i've planned, to 1stly calculate my average weekly expenditure, starting from next week, which includes money for meals(doesnt include breakfast which i will hef it at home, & sometimes i skip lunch oops), transport & misc leisure activities like kbox/pool/hang out wif friends etc etc etc.

                      If let's say, one day, for lunch & dinner i spend bout 10 dollars, & if i top up my ezlink( i might be considering on getting concession pass soon) bout once a week, & if i dont go out on sundays, den i nid bout 60 dollars per week. plus monthly phone bill of bout 40plus say 50, 1 month i will nid bout 300 dollars. So, if i work once a week, if evening shift i can earn bout 50 dollars, at this rate my savings will probably be depleted soon. veryveryverysoon.
        So i will rlly nid to work morning shifts once a week, or alternatively i can also work for 2 evening shifts for both days of der weekend, but dat will deprive me of my revision time, which i tend to waste during weekdays, be it at home or after lessons in schl. and working for 2 days of weekends also mean no life.

     It's either i dont hef sufficient money & nid to get from mom(which i seriously dont intend to), or i get bout 100 dollars and slowly accumulate my savings, which i can use to buy new clothes etc etc etc. In der long run, i will be able to do things i wan, e.g. take up piano lessons, learn swimming, etc etc etc, der agenda list nvr ends!!!
        
        also, rlly hope i can get into one of der cca i signed up for, dragonboat(which many said those who cant swim rrr not accepted, & i haven received any email from them, damn damn.), piano ensemble(which i freaking missed der interview. must go for it tmr, plus audition next week, must practise!!), & dance(which has audition, too, at 5.30pm, on der day wen my Gen Ed class's gngg for a field trip until 5.30pm, where we were told dat at dat time we'll oni be at expo. DIE DIE.) hmm, all der best la!!!

Not struggling wif course module syllabuses but, i nid a firmer timetable to replace der slightly slacky one i'm following now. and lately, i found out dat i'm beginning to forget, which can hef a 2-sided meaning. but dat didnt led to losing of touch, shldnt be. maybe it's der new environment i guess. der more i look back, der more i will miss der old times i realised. there is no solution to it, its up to me. move on man.

So yeaps, dat's bout all, for now. schl, cca, maybe some outings, etc etc etc. mood swings, not for me. but feeling vexed sometimes is inevitable, for various reasons. gna rlly buck up and study hard Kelvin Wong!!! jiayous!!! (((((((((((((;

  yeaps, poly term juz started ystd, and i was absent from der Orientation though, fortunately
there wasnt much important things done den.
        everything's gngg to be back to der usual style and routines soon, i think.
 wake up eat gggo schl eat gggo home eat sliip. homework and assignments rrr substituted by practicals. 
           well, maybe abit of work at ritz for some Saturdays if possible. plus friend's birfdays and group work.

   dat's bout all.

dat's bout all!?!?!? hmm hmm...
   rlly missed those days, especially wif my sec schl friends, as mentioned in my previous post.
     
    now, one by one, der cycle continues as they become more and more attached to their new poly friends who they're gngg to spend 3 years wif and slowly lose contact wif their sec friends who they spent 4 years wif,
     (oni 2 years or less of friendship for mii cos yea, i transferred schl twice den.)
        ... exactly like how we lost our contact wif primary schl friends who we spent 6 years wif eventually 
after getting enrolled into sec schl. 
    (oni 4 years or less of friendship for mii, again cos yes. i transferred schl once den. sianzz.)

  is this something dat happens to all teens of our age? is it rlly necessary? or rather, rrr we able to even reverse it or do anything to it. instead of letting der contact to be lost so naturally and unnoticeably...
   okay, my oni hope is my close friends, those who always used to hang out wif, my granddaughters and
best buddies, hope dat we'll all hef time to gggo out some day. some day.
      hmm, i guess i'll end it here, dont wanna be too long-winded for der start of this semeter, so
bb!!!

  At A Glance..


suddenly juz feel like posting
to vent some emotions..
 i recall der days we all had in schl,
gngg to schl tgt wif my granddaughters,
doing work and enjoying at der same time in class in prep for Os and prelims,
den after Os everyone started relishing, finding part times, gngg overseas etc etc etc.
 some tgt wif their friends, some wif family members, some solo.
den came christmas, where i spent der nite tonning over at my friend's house,
watching movies, until daybreak, until many of us cant tahan and drop dead to sliip.
  tagging behind were trances of year 2010, and leads of new life from 2011.
having worked for a month by den, i had a sense of accomplishment wen i stared to der
firework-filled sky, which gives both mesmerising and confusing scene,
juz like how i had been feeling all der while.
  after receiving my Os results, came der troublesome procedures for choosing our next insitutions.
den after comfirmation of our slots in respective institutions, came der even more troublesome
administrative procedures.
  i was like compromising between work and this nonsense at der same time.
but wat made me hold on long enough was support from my dear friends, who i spent most of my time wif,
birthdays, new year, christmas, valentines, and those plain weekends and days wifout work.
no use loooking back at der past now,
cos its not der past dat led uu to der present,
its UU uurself who pulled thru all der way to where uu rrr now.
  childish pri schl days, friend uu dont friend uu, stare here stare there,
vandalising toilet using wet toilet papers, boring morning silent reading sessions,
brainwashing assemblys, weird excursions, hanging around neighbourhoods after schl in schl u,
    and of cos,  sec schl days, where we 1st had difficulties and qualms bout learning der damn schl song,
national day songs etc etc etc, den came der sec 2 streaming, where everyone of us chiong like siao, some satisfied and some disappointed after noeing their results.
    den starting sec 3, it was time for guys' pants to get longer, and dunno why also, girls' skirt started getting shorter and shorter, inversely proportional to guys' pants' length. weird.
 den alright, teachers started spamming 10 years' series worksheet and other schls' papers unknowingly,
and we also do them blindly lol lol, so number of incorrect answers were almost proportional to der number of qns. hahas.
  laughs. those were der days wen we can still squeeze out a grin. nowadays, we dun seem to even hef abit of dat vitality in der past to smile. Jc students receiving projects and work like Mypaper being given out everyday, except they still hef to chiong during der weekends while Mypaper is not given out during weekends.
  students w8ting for poly to start, chiong work, chiong chiong chiong, get pay, not enough, find another part time, chiong 2 part times, chiong chiong somemore, until they dont even noe they rrr collapsing, like Japan being unaware of der earthquake which juz came, dat led to der tsunami. der difference is dat, one is cos of shortage of water, which is very important, while der other has water overflowing. lame.
 lame. we used to use this word very frequently, other than LOL, hahas, oorh, hehe, hmm, la, lor, lehh, eh.
time for a change i think, be4 this world is rlly coming to an end. well, i dont think we'll and hef time to prepare ourselves for dat. so lets juz face it, although we cant rlly do much bout it. treasure der time we're having now, make der most out of it, move on!
 byes..

Happy birfday to myself yea!!

hmm.. some good and bad news..
i think i say der good ones 1st, since my birfday juz passed..
i had lots of fun ystd, wif all of my awesome friends,
some of them acquaintace, some of them became close friends wif me
within a few months after Os but still,
they rrr Awesome . thnks ppl.

oh and, i finally got a chance to sing wif my dearest granddaughters again!
although 1 oout of der 3 cant make it but still, i had lots of fun singing wif them
and my other friends,
der kind of enjoyment which i haven experienced for a long time alrdy!
if not for them there wouldnt be a Me riite now. seriously.
so thnks lots ppl!! rlly!!
and not forgetting my Awesome Mom too!! thnks for der Sakae treat!

okay i roughly gggo thru wat we did der whole day ystd,
although i noe i dun hef any readers or something but,
I Dun Care lor! hahas .

yups, 1st thing i did for der day was to collect my pay at Clarke Quay.
den, went for movies at Orchard Cineleisure, New Shaolin, if uu hef heard.
not bad, but not my typical taste of movie though.
thereafter i felt like gngg back home cos, i rlly dun hef feeling for celebrating my birfday,
cos im so used to feeling insignificant maybe? or is it cos of my Horoscope Star Sign?
arghghgh i dunno. nvm i dun wanna think so much anymore.

we move on.

den we decided to go back to amk and decide on wat to do, after i told my friends dat
if there's nothing to do den i would juz prefer gngg back home to sliip.
hahas. wat a big joke hor, sliiping at home on uur own birfday.
but to me, it seems so natural as it went thru my mind while i was contemplating bout it ystd.
okay nvm, in der end we went back to amk,
den
cos i was alrdy very full after swallowing 3 packets of popcorns in der movie theatre
thnks to junyuan james and jiamin (hahas!)
so i oni accompanied them to dine at Pizza Hut.
den came along der others from Yjc,
den den followed by an unsurprising-surprise birfday cake.. (PS, i bolded der un cos Jame's acting skills sucks!! hahas!)
and after taking a group photo,

i left hurriedly and hastily,
to meet my mom.

as mentioned, i had Sakae for dinner,
den met up wif jy and james to sing,
where my 2 out of 3 granddaughters den found their way to der place.
had a rllllllllllllllllllllllly fun and great time wif them!! nvr sang my heart out for a looooooooooooong time alrdy.
especially wif them.
thnks .

as we overshot 12am, we realised we got no more buses/trains to go back home,
other than taxi which is super ex around dat time and also cos one cab cant fit all of us in,
so we walk and chatted as we made it to my granddaughter's house by 2plus in der morning.
and after waking up, there came der hard goodbyes..

to be continued?
hmm der end bahh i think.. i think? haizz .

okay good things comes to an end too. now for der bad thing.
my appeal for NP.
haizz, unsuccessful..
nvm, i will study hard at SP!

honestly speaking,
i dunno why but, i dun hef der feeling of anxiety like others,
which even der cleaverest student in der schl will hef,
wen receiving results.
and as for choosing btwn JC or Poly, well to me,
it depends on my aggregate so dats why i dun think so much.
i was oni abit worried for my English, of cos, cos if i fail dat den OMGosh ler.
and also Sciences, which i am always weak at, but i still like Bio very much!

i was aiming to enter Biotech, any poly will do, either Np Sp Tp or Nyp but,
sadly i got into none. fortunately i got into ym 6th choice,
where thereafter i appealed to enter my 5th choice, which attempt had failed.
hmm .

as for work,
im still gngg to take up part timr job for er time being, until poly starts.
if not walao, der distance fare is hor, walao!!! buay tahan sio! walao!!!
i juz typed walao three times lols.

hahas, to wrap all these up,
i would like to present my 1st ever wishlist in 2011!
hmm
1- erm piano grade 1 and above cert?
2- hmm swimming cert?
3- eeii erm girlfriend? hahas this one hard!
4- lappie!! but i dunno which brand to buy x/
5- aiyo i didnt noe coming up wif one wishlist is so hard! hmm...
okay i give up. next time den think of last one bahh.
 hahas ending this entry now!
thnks ppl!!!!!!!!!!

For..... . . . .  .  .   .
2011.
2+0+1+1=4
4~For
ThereFore this post is gngg to be full of Fors.
i noe its random but,
hahas.

For this coming brand new year,
i hef to learn to for.give .
and for.get .
cos i realised dat in this super realistic world
many things rrr uz bout giving and getting.
so i've gotta be able to anticipate and also for.see ..

looking for.ward .
to a better year
compared to this 2010
although this year gave me many 1st and last times like i've mentioned be4
i will no longer for.bid .
myself from being who i am
cos nobody will live for.ever .

i would also fancy striking a for.tune .
cos im like veryveryvery broke now
even though i worked part-time to earn pocket money
but minus trasport fare, meals fee, 7% GST (i may be wrong bout this value), 10% service charge,
sweettooth, hole in pocket, supper, wrong change given, etcetcetc ..
but nevertheless,
i will still not for.c.e .
myself to do things beyond my limits
as the 2 letters at der back of der word force suggest,
Consequential Experience.
yea.

since getting to noe uu
oni to noe uu better
are oni forlorn hopes
i rather i take my time to do so
anw i noe dat there's not gngg to be any outcome
but for now i'm juz gngg to
lay my hopes low and stay unnoticed
and unknown
although some of uu might alrdy known bout it
so let this new yea start everything afresh for me
and uu
and everyone else
new hopes and dreams
well, if i do hef one or any in mind ..

okay i'm gngg to end it here
dun wanna be so long-winded to start this new year
wishing everyone all der best for future endeavours
and all der best for those getting results
including myself, hahas
to those who didnt achieve wat which was expected
be it good or bad
try uur best to get over it quick
and move on .
so yeap,
happy new year in advance to everybody,
although its still abit early now in der morning
but
....
yea dun hangover 2nite ppl!
bb...

|24-Dec-2010 12.00 am
|(empty)                     

1st and foremost, let me wish everyone a
MERRY X'MAS...
okay now back to my post.
hef been thinking bout this qn and even discussed it wif my friend be4
Q: is it better if i like uu 1st den understand uu, or i understand uu den i like uu?
hmm,
wat i feel is, its good if i like uu cos of things bout uu dat i discovered and cos i understand uu.
and if i like uu 1st,
i would be constrained by der fact dat i alrdy like uu
so even if uu rrr not der kind of girl who is rlly compatible wif me,
i will still like uu, like majiam cant control like dat.
but its better if uu alrdy like someone i think,
cos if uu tried understanding someone and end up not getting much in return
be it response or things bout her,
uu still end up not liking anyone.
dont worry,
this kind of situation not occurring on me HAHA.


yeap.
im 呆滞 but not exactly 傻 bahh i think.
i dunno.
many of my 1st and last encountered wif uu,
not saying dat i nvr had 1st and last wif others be4,
maybe its juz dat i cant rlly forget bahh.
yea i rather give up than forget.
i tried anticipating uur flavour but,
i observed and decided unfirmly dat i think i might juz dont think bout
quenching my thirst for der meantime bahh.
i can take it der. i hope.

and one more thing ppl,
take good care of uur bodies cos flu is pandemic nowadays
try not to burn midnight oil shopping or gngg online or chatting
these things can be done during daytime.
so rest well everyone.
again here's wishing uu all a merry merry x'mas 2010
and
nitez........

想.   .  .  . . ...
yeap, its a chinese character
so this is most probably gngg to be a post filled wif
chinese words
except der ones im typing now ..

想。
想什么?
想太多
想不开
想不到
想通
想象
异想天开
胡思乱想
想玩
想死
想哭
想念
想妳。

想这么多干吗?
想一想, 不想还是最好的.
想多一点,
'起疯'也没有人理.

想一个人一件事一样东西,
需要停下来
像一块木头
目光依然是清澈
一个时候在心里只能存放一件人事物
把关键词结合起来
木+目+心
拼成专属于妳的思想.

想到再不准备上班可能就会迟到没饭吃了,
在这里结束,
掰掰... Q.o

 w0rk =p0wer X tIme .   .   .  .  . . . ....
okay many of us rrr busy wif either their part-time
or full-time jobs for der time being.
but one important thing to take note :
DUN TIRED UURSELF OUT .
uu dun nid to work until 12plus everyday
ya uu can say dat its easy for me to say
cos for der time being i oni work until 10plus
or maybe 11plus if i work OT.
my opinion is, if possible,
change uur time slots to an earlier one,
so uu wont hef to rush to catch der last train or bus back home,
which is very risky for some who live
farrrr farrr from their workplaces .
so ya la
try not to ggo home too late, especially girls
nowadays crime is rife.
uu wont noe when a parang is gngg to strike uu on uur back
hmm i finished my piece alrdy
its uur problem whether uu wan to listen anot
yups
ending it here, byes :]]]]]

hmmokay, i could hef updated my half-dead blog
like ytd?!?!
i rlly dun like blogger's uploader lor, must upload der photos
one by one der, so tedious!
and when i was finally done uploading my 100+ photos,
der page frozed!!! damn damn
okay so to avoid something like dat from happening again,
i'm gna eliminate some photos, say bout 50++ of them bahh..
OS: okay okay, shut up and start uploading der photos! >.<

                                                                          another! :]
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                                                                    getting close, 6km!